I will toss myself from these very cliffs, and you'll never see it coming.

Thank god.
Thank god.
Thank god.
He's okay. I just got off the phone with him. He's really upset, and he keeps saying "I hate my life. I want to die." over and over and over again. It got really emotional, and at one point, we were both crying. I keep telling him not to say that, and that he has a good life, but he doesn't seem to understand that theres more to life than just his friends.
I can feel that he's going through the same basic shit I went through, and what really sucks is I have no idea what to tell him.
I just keep saying, "I know the feeling. I know how you feel. Trust me, I've been there." But He doesn't know my story, so it just sounds like I'm sympathizing, not empathizing. It's making me cry so hard, because I love him so much, but he keeps saying things like 'everyone hates me' and 'i have no friends'. I want to grab him and say "I'm here. I'm the one listening to you. I'm the one who spent all day worrying about you, texting people, calling people, calling your house, trying to see if you were at least still breathing. I'm the one who loves you, man, and you need to realize I'm here for you. I'm here, so stop saying everyone hates you. I love you."

Ugh, I'm crying again.